-My class-

Actually i hav so many latest post to post up now..
seem like its all abt my college life
so jz short all of them into 1 post
recently too busy wif a lot of assignments
non-stop doin assignments
jz finish tis another one come again
tired...
now, jz almost finish my assignment
but... exam is nearly
never rest in tis sem
really busy...
but of course... not forget to enjoy wif entertainment too...

Last week, there are some activities and funny thing happened among us again
----my college gang----
crazy gang...
Last mon.. jz done a presentation
a gorrilla or monster's subj presentation
damn her!!!
we got very low marks for tat
well... i don care... up to tat monster
although we r very unsatisfied wif tat mark
but i don think she really know the marking skim also
i believe tat she even dunno how to bcome a lecturer

Tue, went to swim at calvin's place melati utama PV3
haha... so fun n happy for tat day
Wed, went for hair cutting b4 music class start
hav a new look after tat

after hair cutting
(edited by puchito)

beng shan curi-curi took my photo
she said i'm beautiful when my hair is straight
wahahahaha...

all of my gang said tat its nice
n ask me go for rebonding
so... i did it too...
having a new hair style again now

after rebonding

Fri, finally can back to malacca tat i miss so so so much
sat think to ask all of them come out to hav a tea
who knows... no one is coming
except erene...
feel quite up set n disappointed for tat time
but lastly... happy also for being wif her whole nite
everytime when i was up set
she is the first one to ask abt
of course she as well
any prob i'm the one who listening to her
*glad to being tat person who listening to u
happy tat u always be with me when i'm goin back
everything i'm happening here u also will know
really is my first class fans^^
hehe... anyway... thanks my dear fren...*
2day, went to swim again
but tis time we swim at fiona's place
melati utama also but its PV6
there r some news said tat there r someone died in the pool
few months ago...
yeeee~~~ scary...
but we continue swim too...
haha...
Let's c some pics...

our class situation when there is no lecturer
playing poker cards.. haha...

our class... R1

discussion??



our gang with Mr.TCK

Mr. calvin

Ms fiona
both of them full of love

me??
wat i laughing for?
who curi-curi took my photo again..

swimming time

after swimming

my lovely dinner from mum
^^ yummy...

after swimming 2day
beng shan with her funny hair
tied by calvin n fiona

心情

那种心情又出现在我身上了
不知道怎么说
总觉得心里怪怪的
这几天一直都这样
没有人知道，也没有特别想告诉别人
这是我第一次把自己的真实感受写在这里
也许是我太倔强了
我不想别人看到我不开心
但是我觉得写在这里后应该会舒服点吧
我觉得我在这里的生活好像变得两个人一样
和朋友在一起时总是我最开心的时刻
每当回到家我就不说话
自己独自一个人做着自己的事情
一个字都不说
有室友，但都很少说话的
有时一个星期都说不上两句话
那不是因为我们的关系不好或什么
就只是不熟，没有达到朋友的关系
就只是纯粹室友关系
了解我的人应该知道我的性格
不熟的人通常我都不说话的
可是，又何必。。。
每天一个人
一个人去打包…一个人吃饭…一个人看戏…
看喜剧一个人默默的笑
伤心时一个人默默地流泪
也不敢让任何人发现
只有元…面对他我就完全压抑不住自己的心情了
再也坚持不下去了
好累……大家看我每天都嘻嘻哈哈的
那是因为有朋友很开心
其实内心的寂寞是没有人看到的
很庆幸有这些朋友
至少他们帮我掩饰了寂寞的那一面
Y muz i facing all these problems
i don think to do so
i hope i can be happy always
but lonely... is really a sharp weapon in my life
although i dunno how to solve these problems
but at least i dare to face it
i will be strong...
i know ur heart will be with me...
i will wait... wait until u return to my side
nothing can be done by us now
jz waiting for the time pass


*I MISS HOME*
*I MISS MY FAMILY*
*I MISS MY FRIENDS*
*I MISS THE TIME BE WITH HIM*

Don worry... I will be fine....

七个对不起

七个对不起，换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

--纯纯的“对不起”
男孩总是喜欢戏弄着女孩，经常会把女孩弄到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷地把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通着他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

--“对不起”的快乐
大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮地告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给她过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她度过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼地为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

--“对不起”也是一种承诺
婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾得干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问她为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂地大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

--“对不起”，谎言的开始
渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪地笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促地回答道：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也问男孩什么时候会回家。

--“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式
女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，他觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己去争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的安下了电梯，来到了这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察着这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过了长长的办公走廊，他来到了男孩的办公室，轻轻地推开门……女孩愣着了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩分奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

--这样的“对不起”太伤人
男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见你，我想这些日子你应该过得没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己保守辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱遍地麟伤。
离婚的协议书，就压在鱼缸底下，你签完字，就按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，她满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

--原来“对不起”也可以是种结束
那一年，男孩疯了。


*每个人在自己的生命里，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请好好珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁都不好，不要随意地说出对不起…………*

-Bon Odori Japan Festival-

18/07/09-Saturday

I went to Shah Alam wif jen heng n her roommate sheu lin

to attend the Bon Odori
it is a 33rd international Japan Festival
we reached ther abt 5 sumting
it is crowded n full of people
ther r also many stalls that selling food
but it is very expensive
n not so nice
i think their main purpose is to earn money only
anyway... we had bought many food n eat a lot also
ther r some japanese performances too
they performed some japan cultural dances
Tat day we enjoyed so much

happy for been to tat festival

cute??

the japanese child..

me n jen heng wif the japanese girls...


our food below...

cultural dance performance

guest performance time...
i enjoy the japan culture dance...

For more pic...
can go to view in my facebook
thanks...

-Thursday-

Tat day
go to college as usual
still hav 2 mid term exam to attend
but is still ok
after class think to go back n slp
tired...
who knows... my gang ask for movie again
i'm still thinking off whether to go tat time
bcoz Harry Potter
i never watch b4
now is 6 d
i sure dunno wat it talking abt
but they all r goin
so i follow also
even i dunno Harry Potter's story
haha... who ask i love hanging out wif frens here
in the cinema
i fall slp again
but its jz a while la
i still know wat is goin on la
haha... waste RM12 for Harry Potter inside
bcoz it is first day of tat movie
so its more expensive
but nvm... i happy~~


After movie
dinner time although it is jz 5pm tat time
we having dinner earlier
Pizza Hut...
long time didnt eatTat is y i lost my slp time tat day
but is really happy la...
better than goin home early n facing boring everyday
really suffer
thanks my frens^^

薰衣草

最近看回了一部偶像剧
是一部很久以前的戏
这应该是我看的第一部偶像剧吧
薰衣草
我很喜欢这部戏
说的是两人刻骨铭心且长期等待的爱情
从分开到重逢，从重病到死去
两人都经历着辛苦却坚固的爱情
之前看过了，可是到现在已经忘了某些剧情
现在重新看过，又有回那种怀念，还有很深的感触
以前看了这部戏以后我就爱上了薰衣草
可惜在本地找不到也没有机会看到
薰衣草的花语是等待爱情
是属于两个相爱恋人的花
男女主角经过十几年的等待和考验
最终还是在一起了
虽然女主角最后还是活不下来
但是男主角依然满意
因为两人曾经一起渡过自己想要的生活
非常感动的一部偶像剧
我很喜欢

男女主角

两人在小时候有过承诺与约定
这是他们的信物
薰衣草瓶

我的某个心愿就是能看到这个
一大片紫色的薰衣草
很漂亮吧？
好希望能看到这么漂亮的薰衣草
无论如何，这一辈子都要去感受一下
而且还是要和自己喜欢的人一起看是最好的咯。。。
呵呵。。。

**就是你的日子不多
所以我们更应该要在一起
往后的每一分每一秒
都不可以轻易浪费
以薰，
I don't care you will die tomorrow
I don't care how you got to turn to be
And I don't care you got to be my burden
What I care is we love each other
我们是同株相连的薰衣草
谁离开了谁也活不下去
I don't' care we have one day to love
And the one day
I'll use everything in my heart to love you
I don't care you have left one second
And that one second
We will still together**

-Euphoria-

Last fri
went to MOS Euphoria wif college gang
main purpose is to watch a dancing competition
RM40 per entry include cover charge
still ok... bcoz normally for only cover charge it cost RM4o d
actually, we know tis competition is bcoz of jolene
she joined tat competition wif her group-Max Identity
so we think to go n support them
after tat, jz realise tat Dynamix joined in tat competition too
they r a group from malacca
my fren's group summore =.=
both of them r my frens
both of them r very good team
who should i suppose to support?
in the end... i shout for both of their group
(but of course... for Dynamix more^^)
Finally, both of them get in to the final round
they need to battle to decide the champion
wow... its really a nice performance
never watch a live battle competition b4
Lastly... Dynamix get the champion!!
yeah... congrats to Dynamix once again...
they really did a great job
same goes to Max I too
well done n congrats ya.. =)

me n the champion Dynamix
cool...

we n Max Identity

After competition, we continue stayed for more entertainment
who knows... the dj is playing techno song for whole nite
not high at all
keep 'ss-ing' ther... haha...
well... happy enough... hehe...

me n beng shan

fiona in the house

jen heng in the house

connie in the house

my coursemate wan yii
forced by us to follow
how red her face
haha...

b4 tat, we still went to pyramid to wait for time passing
having some snacks n drink ther

fiona's dessert

view of sunway lagoon

haiz... 2moro still having a mid term exam...
hav to go n study now...
continue blogging later...
c u =P

-Malacca Photo-

1st day...

at my home
my dad's studio
they r playing band

drumer
my god father

jonker walk

small umbrella

big pineapple cookie

portugis

2nd day...

yummy.. chicken rice ball

古城

大炮

nice view

let's jump!!!

...

moody???

again..

and again...

rickshaw girl??

mirror mirror...

Nite... bring them to malacca club

ARENA...beng shan n yen ling

fiona n jen heng

me n beng shan

3rd day...

menara taming sari

old train

old ship

For more pic... pls go to my facebook...