-Shopping-

Yest went to timesquare when we finished our class in the morning
wif jen heng, fiona n yen ling
fiona said wanna to make price research on sumting she think to buy
firstly, went to Law Yat to do research for camera
walk for around 1-2 hours
didnt buy anything
coz all is electronics's thing
nothing much can buy
then went to timesquare without wasting too much time
fiona wan to do price research for converse shoes
jz accompany her to look for tat

Early in the morning...
I said: y so suddenly wan to go timesquare? wed we wan to go sungei wang.. y don tat time jz go n shop?
Jen heng said: we already decide yest...

oh... they decide when they r working on pc fair
i dunno... nvm... then...

Fiona said: 2day i'm goin to do some price research on camera n my converse shoes only.. wont buy anything... wed jz go n buy n shop again...
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who knows...

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when 4 girl shopping 2gether
will become like tis
cuz ladies r always love to shop

Don get shock of tat...
actually mine one is only 2 small bags inside
others r 3 of them one.. hehe...
especially ms jen heng
jz like a rich aunty when jz get her salary
bought things without thinking
very fast!!
beautiful>buy
nice>buy
cheap>buy
everything>buy
but most of them is for her sis also la...
em... is a good elder sis also...

After tat... goin to hav dinner at Plaza BBQ
jen heng promise to treat me cuz she d earn some money in pc fair
n also celebrate i got an A in my keyboard test^^
its nice... but we cant full our stomach wif 1 set of chicken n pork mix set
then... ask one more set of chicken
in the end... cost us RM85++
RM20 sumting per person cuz ther r only 4 of us
feel shame tat wan jen heng to pay all for me
so i suggest to pay half of mine
anyway... thanks ya jen heng jie jie =P

3 of us again
another one is doin her favorite job
--> camera man

2moro, goin to sing k in greenbox sungei wang
yes!!! my favorite time
i think 2moro will be a record for singing k in kl for tis whole year
the most ppl in a k-box
there will be around 10 ppl 2moro
sure will be very noisy again...
haha... but quite fun
Happy time!!!

-Lucky-

2day, actually nothing much abt lucky also
jz feel that 2day everything is running well
woke up abt 11 sumting
then go to kitchen n cook wat i plan yest
mee goreng...
my first time to fried tis noodle alone
normally fried wif mummy's instruction
fortunately... its nice ^^
i love it...

hehe... my mee goreng
looks nice rite?

After tat, 3pm having a keyboard test
go by metrobus
thought i'll b waiting for long time on the bus
normally the buses always wait for more ppl jz will leave
but 2day, when i step on the bus
it leave immediately
reach music society
its still early
waiting for my turn to have the test
kinda nervous tat time
fortunately... i pass wif an A
but i'm still not satisfied wif my last part in the test
coz i'm too nervous d
if not i will get more better result
but anyway... i still can take my level 3 2gether wif level 2
no need to go step by step
more cheaper n save times
tis is the most happiest thing for me 2day =P
then, go back by taxi
omg! i forgot tat 2day is 1st of Aug d!!
taxi fee will goin to increase by RM1
b4 goin out of car
the meter shows tat its RM3.50
then i gave him RM4
he did not wan to pay the change for me!!
then he said: "now all taxi d increase by RM1 d
actually ur taxi fee now is RM4.50"
oh my goodness!! i jz realize tat!
quickly i wan to take out 50 cents for him
then he said nvm, no need d...
coz he also haven reset his meter
wow... how lucky am i 2day

Besides, yest is my mum's birthday
i had make a call for her yest nite
but still think to wish her here
Mummy... happy birthday to u....
i know she wont read my blog la
jz write for a memory...
hope tat she will happy always n get a healthier body
take care always

-My class-

Actually i hav so many latest post to post up now..
seem like its all abt my college life
so jz short all of them into 1 post
recently too busy wif a lot of assignments
non-stop doin assignments
jz finish tis another one come again
tired...
now, jz almost finish my assignment
but... exam is nearly
never rest in tis sem
really busy...
but of course... not forget to enjoy wif entertainment too...

Last week, there are some activities and funny thing happened among us again
----my college gang----
crazy gang...
Last mon.. jz done a presentation
a gorrilla or monster's subj presentation
damn her!!!
we got very low marks for tat
well... i don care... up to tat monster
although we r very unsatisfied wif tat mark
but i don think she really know the marking skim also
i believe tat she even dunno how to bcome a lecturer

Tue, went to swim at calvin's place melati utama PV3
haha... so fun n happy for tat day
Wed, went for hair cutting b4 music class start
hav a new look after tat

after hair cutting
(edited by puchito)

beng shan curi-curi took my photo
she said i'm beautiful when my hair is straight
wahahahaha...

all of my gang said tat its nice
n ask me go for rebonding
so... i did it too...
having a new hair style again now

after rebonding

Fri, finally can back to malacca tat i miss so so so much
sat think to ask all of them come out to hav a tea
who knows... no one is coming
except erene...
feel quite up set n disappointed for tat time
but lastly... happy also for being wif her whole nite
everytime when i was up set
she is the first one to ask abt
of course she as well
any prob i'm the one who listening to her
*glad to being tat person who listening to u
happy tat u always be with me when i'm goin back
everything i'm happening here u also will know
really is my first class fans^^
hehe... anyway... thanks my dear fren...*
2day, went to swim again
but tis time we swim at fiona's place
melati utama also but its PV6
there r some news said tat there r someone died in the pool
few months ago...
yeeee~~~ scary...
but we continue swim too...
haha...
Let's c some pics...

our class situation when there is no lecturer
playing poker cards.. haha...

our class... R1

discussion??



our gang with Mr.TCK

Mr. calvin

Ms fiona
both of them full of love

me??
wat i laughing for?
who curi-curi took my photo again..

swimming time

after swimming

my lovely dinner from mum
^^ yummy...

after swimming 2day
beng shan with her funny hair
tied by calvin n fiona

心情

那种心情又出现在我身上了
不知道怎么说
总觉得心里怪怪的
这几天一直都这样
没有人知道，也没有特别想告诉别人
这是我第一次把自己的真实感受写在这里
也许是我太倔强了
我不想别人看到我不开心
但是我觉得写在这里后应该会舒服点吧
我觉得我在这里的生活好像变得两个人一样
和朋友在一起时总是我最开心的时刻
每当回到家我就不说话
自己独自一个人做着自己的事情
一个字都不说
有室友，但都很少说话的
有时一个星期都说不上两句话
那不是因为我们的关系不好或什么
就只是不熟，没有达到朋友的关系
就只是纯粹室友关系
了解我的人应该知道我的性格
不熟的人通常我都不说话的
可是，又何必。。。
每天一个人
一个人去打包…一个人吃饭…一个人看戏…
看喜剧一个人默默的笑
伤心时一个人默默地流泪
也不敢让任何人发现
只有元…面对他我就完全压抑不住自己的心情了
再也坚持不下去了
好累……大家看我每天都嘻嘻哈哈的
那是因为有朋友很开心
其实内心的寂寞是没有人看到的
很庆幸有这些朋友
至少他们帮我掩饰了寂寞的那一面
Y muz i facing all these problems
i don think to do so
i hope i can be happy always
but lonely... is really a sharp weapon in my life
although i dunno how to solve these problems
but at least i dare to face it
i will be strong...
i know ur heart will be with me...
i will wait... wait until u return to my side
nothing can be done by us now
jz waiting for the time pass


*I MISS HOME*
*I MISS MY FAMILY*
*I MISS MY FRIENDS*
*I MISS THE TIME BE WITH HIM*

Don worry... I will be fine....

七个对不起

七个对不起，换来女孩跳楼，男孩疯了

男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

--纯纯的“对不起”
男孩总是喜欢戏弄着女孩，经常会把女孩弄到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷地把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通着他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

--“对不起”的快乐
大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮地告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给她过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她度过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼地为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

--“对不起”也是一种承诺
婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾得干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问她为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂地大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

--“对不起”，谎言的开始
渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪地笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促地回答道：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也问男孩什么时候会回家。

--“对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式
女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，他觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己去争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的安下了电梯，来到了这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察着这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过了长长的办公走廊，他来到了男孩的办公室，轻轻地推开门……女孩愣着了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩分奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

--这样的“对不起”太伤人
男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见你，我想这些日子你应该过得没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己保守辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱遍地麟伤。
离婚的协议书，就压在鱼缸底下，你签完字，就按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，她满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

--原来“对不起”也可以是种结束
那一年，男孩疯了。


*每个人在自己的生命里，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请好好珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁都不好，不要随意地说出对不起…………*

-Bon Odori Japan Festival-

18/07/09-Saturday

I went to Shah Alam wif jen heng n her roommate sheu lin

to attend the Bon Odori
it is a 33rd international Japan Festival
we reached ther abt 5 sumting
it is crowded n full of people
ther r also many stalls that selling food
but it is very expensive
n not so nice
i think their main purpose is to earn money only
anyway... we had bought many food n eat a lot also
ther r some japanese performances too
they performed some japan cultural dances
Tat day we enjoyed so much

happy for been to tat festival

cute??

the japanese child..

me n jen heng wif the japanese girls...


our food below...

cultural dance performance

guest performance time...
i enjoy the japan culture dance...

For more pic...
can go to view in my facebook
thanks...

-Thursday-

Tat day
go to college as usual
still hav 2 mid term exam to attend
but is still ok
after class think to go back n slp
tired...
who knows... my gang ask for movie again
i'm still thinking off whether to go tat time
bcoz Harry Potter
i never watch b4
now is 6 d
i sure dunno wat it talking abt
but they all r goin
so i follow also
even i dunno Harry Potter's story
haha... who ask i love hanging out wif frens here
in the cinema
i fall slp again
but its jz a while la
i still know wat is goin on la
haha... waste RM12 for Harry Potter inside
bcoz it is first day of tat movie
so its more expensive
but nvm... i happy~~


After movie
dinner time although it is jz 5pm tat time
we having dinner earlier
Pizza Hut...
long time didnt eatTat is y i lost my slp time tat day
but is really happy la...
better than goin home early n facing boring everyday
really suffer
thanks my frens^^